Thinking Of Brian

  Every year as the month Of May makes its Usual return, I become Sad.
 My brother Brian lost his battle with Cancer at this time and left the
earth to Be with his Creator. No doubt in My mind, hes in a far better place
than this. I'm selfish, you know. I want him here with our family. I want him to
see his son grow. I want him to see his son throw a baseball and win
Wrestling state Championships. I want him to see My kids & All the kids in
our family. I want him to tell me I'm a wonderful mom and wife. I would do anything to hear
one of his hysterical jokes. I wonder what He would think of my cooking now, he
used to think I was quite horrid in the Kitchen! If only his journey hadn't been over.
I imagined so much more. He was in school, with hopes of an Engineering
Degree. Yes he was as bright as his Smile. I miss him. I wonder when we will
meet again. What will I say? What will he say? I have told Claire all
about my "Bubba" who's in Heaven with Jesus. His handsome face is
always on my mind..in every place my life takes me, I think of the
person he was, & how he would give his last 5 bucks to a man on the
corner with a sign. That was his character. A giver, a Lover, a fighter, Adrenaline
Junky, & Passionate about his family.

Missing You Bubba..


-RobbiJo